
I had this incredable expereince last weekend. I went to a painting class where we learned how to paint with oil on canvas to music. I know, you're probably thinking that's a little granola of me (ie: superhippy) but hold on a moment here, let me set the stage for you.
We arrived late, it was getting dark outside, there was a slight chill in the air. Inside her studio though was warm, candles burning and small white lights stung from above glowed down on us.Wine and chocolate dipped strawberries where laid out as was five stations with four canvases and brushes. Dez explained how to use oil paint, briefly as not to over think the whole process and the process was really what we were there for. She would play a song half way through while we listened and thought about what colours that song evoked for us. Then once all were settled in their area, she would play the song in its entirety twice through. We did not talk but allowed whatever feelings coming up to flow onto the canvas. Yea, totally trippy man!
I was amazed at how easy it was, how I didn't think what I was painting at all. It seemed as though my brush, sponge, and sometimes hands flew over the cloth knowing its full destination. There was no competition and no feelings of inadequacy. After the second play we put our brushes down, stood back, and appreciated each work on its own and wondered what its path was or what it was trying to say to us. I felt like Michelangelo. And still do when I look at my work from that night. It represents the truth in me and that's what I know it to be. The great teacher is my good friend Deseré who is truely in her flow when she speaks of art.
Here are her words on
Catharsis through Abstraction.
We are all born of creation.
As we age, we can forget how to be playful with our creative side.
Striving for the conquest of its form
over the catharsis of its experience.
Fear thirsts for the opportunity to serve the ego,
it becomes habitual to move in ways that protect us
from feeling hurt or judgement,
and so we cease to create.
Instead, we busy ourselves by always doing…
Talking...reading...listening...planning what’s next.
The mind is kept naggingly busy on some easy unimportant
external process all day.
We drift from our centre in search of that
which we have abandoned.
-Deseré
“The center that I cannot find is known to my unconscious mind” - W.H Auden


